The reason
to my long absence is a few hectic and tumultuous weeks.
It started with a
conversation with a colleague that left both of us filled with anger of a
situation (not each other). I really felt that I needed to make a change, which
I was working on since I study. My phone rang and a women called me for an
interview for a new job, what a weird coincidence. I had sent a request to an
employment to different schools in the community over a half a year ago and
only went to one interview that didn’t gave me another job.
So, I went
to the interview with lots of stress and a migraine that made me feel very
dizzy. I don’t have many memories left from the interview other than that I
thought that they were asking very nice and no interrogating questions. I was home from work
with my stiff neck and headache the day after.
I waited
two weeks without a reply and called to hear if they needed some more
information or references but thought they had found a registered teacher. They
apologized and wanted to see me again. They offered me a temporary post since I’m
not yet registered. It will be a full
time employment teaching math, chemistry, technology and natural sciences at high
school.
I feel
overwhelmed, excited, exhausted, stressed and happy at the same time. The
pressure of my studies this semester is huge. I’m really concerned about all the assignments
that we have to achieve this time along with beginning a completely new
profession.
I have also
concluded that I need a new wardrobe, completely more corporate. Jackets,
cardigans, trousers, flat shoes, shirts (haven’t worn shirts in ages). My body
has changed from hourglass to apple the last years and all my old clothes are
useless though in mint condition. Thursday night will be my first commission at
my new work on a parent meeting…I really need a jacket and trousers until then.