So what the heck has happened since my last depressed post? Well first lets explain how I work. I break down, weep, complain, get my shit together and rise like Phoenix rebirthed.
I'm lucky to be able to live in my own house and only have a tiny walk to nearest place for a cooling dip.
I'm lucky to have friends that lend you their mountain lodge for a fancy weekend in the Swedish mountains.
I've been gardening and picking berries in the forest.
I've been visiting friends. Been on concerts, parties, walks, dinners etc with friends.
I've been renovating my house and the photo below shows my sons new bedroom
I've been taking the bicycle everywhere I go, to get fit and to reduce the carbondioxide print.
And I've been running regularly.
I had a Halloween party with many friends
and I have visited exhibitions and other cultural events.
The conclusion is that friends have been very important this year. They helped me heal and to appreciate myself. They helped me see what I was responible of and what only was reactions of another persons bad behaviour.
I'm not a bad person, like someone tried to convince me. On the contrary, I'm the opposite of a bad person. I'm a fun, kind, loving person and a loyal friend.